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Pete,
Last night, as I laid myself to sleep, I was feeling supremely miserable. I had a headache, my sinuses were so bad that there were times when I could of sworn I was suffering from asthma, I had swollen glands, and a scratchy throat. Not to mention the soreness of my entire body and the extreme pain of my jaw each time I spoke, ate, or clenched...all due to dropping E Saturday.
I feared of how sick and miserable I will be the following morning.
Morning came. I woke up at 5:00a. The first thing I noted was my sinuses, or the lack of sinuses. My breathing was completely clear and uninterrupted. I then noticed that my jaw is no longer in pain. No hint of soreness, no hint of pain. I clenched my jaw, and I felt just fine. I stood up, only to notice that I'm able to speak without feeling a scratching sensation against my throat. I'm able to swallow smoothly. The soreness that was surging throughout my body yesterday is no longer present. The only thing that remained was the soreness around my knees...but even that was very very minor.
In essence, the majority of all my misery was gone. I felt pretty damn good. And I was in disbelief. How the hell can my body recover within a matter of hours while at rest? That is just....amazing. I took no drugs last night.....all I did was eat a healthy lunch and dinner, and drank lots of water and orange juice. Apparently that did the trick.
But the most amazing of all......this morning I was truly inspired. I had a badzillion ideas run through my head...in regards to Le Projet, in regards to work, in regards to life, in regards to...well....in regards to just about anything and everything.
If there was something that I wanted to say to a person but never could find the words, the words were found this morning. If I was feeling frustrated over a particular thing, but shelved that frustration away due to a lack of a solution, that solution was found this morning.
This is a glorious feeling. I don't know if this is a remnant of dropping E on Saturday or what...but nonetheless....this feels wonderful. I'm curious as to how long this would last.
I feel....free and at peace. So sad that this is a rarity...but at the same time, I'm not saddened at it. Not at all. I'm just grateful that I'm actually feeling this way, that I'm still feeling this way, and that I'm retaining it all...mentally and emotionally.
Lost in sublime oddness,
Y
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